and now i can't

stand looking at the blank space" yet find myself with no real time to write a meaningful blog entry which begs the question what is a meaningful blog entry and which I am forced to answer on the cuff saying whatever i blog about is meaningful because i am so able to just click that publish now button and save this deep in the recesses of the human web for the digital now thus preserving my automatic thoughts as raw data for the post human future when some strange creatures will look back and say yes we were right it was right of us to evolve because damnit those humans were nuts just running off at the mouth